I get tired and get nothing!

I always like to have work, whether salaried or volunteer job. I dislike sitting infront of house or going far distance aimlessly. Even, such habits are not good for youths' future. In 2018, I tried to create my own business. It was in Ramadan month when I tried to establish my own business, though it was no it functioned even it was very small business plan. I communicated with some of kins hoping to invest this small business and I proposed clear project, unfortunately it did not work. The academic year of that year (2018), I wrote petition for more than 5 Schools and it did not get fruited. Like the same I did the next year, nothing came true. I was in learning all these years up to now and it did not afflict me or despair me. 

This is what happens thousand youths like me. The most difficult situation that young Somali living in his country facing is jobless, opportunity of job creation and one who mentors him how ideas are put forward. The other difficult state he is getting that none gives respect whether he's educated or not. In my job search era, I encountered number of people who gave me no consideration what I am telling and sometimes turned deaf ear to my petition—I kept melting my mind and putting forward effective ideas and I also kept searching and sending job documents. Other side I was constantly going to my learning area that all these circumstances did not stop me. 

World life's difficulties didn't bother the ambitious person. They fuel him and energizes his ability to escape such little traps. 

My aim is not to work for someone or be slave for little momthly money, but there was something pushed me to go like those many institutions. On the other side, I know that working for someone is not like when you create your own business and managing your self. But, here in Somalia there's conditions that you are needed to complete and it hard to complete short time and whole business world, there is no little come. 

Four consecutive years I am sending CV to a severals institutions in order to reach my goal. 

Really, it's hard condition that young ambitious can accept, but I am fully aware that all these are happening how Allah prescribed and nothing can deviate how He intended. I am fully blessed what Allah has destined for me and I really know that He wants, wanted and will want me for good future. This is TEST! It's aim is to testing once IMAN and I'm thanking Allah that I didn't halt my intention of learning and reaching high level. Now, I am candidate of two digree. The following year, if Allah allows I will be full double batchelor digree of two distinct fields that I am convinced they will avail me entire my life.

Ali Hussein Ahmed 

Mugadisho, Somalia